Josie: The First Leg of SPACE.
I landed in Pittsburgh after a 9 hour flight from Seattle last Wednesday. At this point I’m hardly caught up on sleep despite the time change. I tell myself that somewhere in the mix are three extra hours for eating. Still the time goes by faster than usual and my head is spinning like a rocket around the possibilities of art and space and more than anything else, how familiar Pittsburgh feels to the streets of New Jersey. Growing up I had one friend from Pittsburgh, Tricia, and I remember all too well placing her alone on the map. Pittsburgh was unidentifiable and hardly worth the dot itself. And here on Penn Avenue Ryan drives us alongside a stream of galleries where Pittsburgh is now being gentrified. My stomach is full from the Primanti Brothers where I quickly redifine the intricacies of a rueben sandwich. My parents instilled what I learned to be quality corn beef – the east coast pastrami – at a diner off the New Jersey Turnpike at such a young age that I joke with friends about the height of a pastrami sandwich. “THIS big,” we say, holding hands half a foot apart. Primanti Brothers has both the fast no-bullshit attitude that accompanies the grease soaked meat packed french fry cole slaw do it or don’t waste our time diner the east coast breeds on, day in, day out.
I close my eyes and take in the humidity of the Pittsburgh air. It is strikingly familiar. I never believed the smell of home would stick in my mind. These are the small things that I leave behind. Ryan pulls up outside a building recently abandoned in a neighborhood newly gentrified. I think it must be occupied with a small light in the lower window. His friend Eric suggests a local pizza joint. We take a drive and find that the manager is pretty relaxed about loaning power for the show. I check out the manager, who looks either high or overworked or both. I brush it aside, nod to Ryan, and settle on the wall across the street. Extension cords, check. Power, check. Parking, check.
Back in Morgantown, about an hour away. Ryan and I joke about politics, being a republican – but not – and jam out to Betty Davis. Thursday morning, I wake up ready to get down with the grit and the next two days are spent doing just that. Websites up. Photos logged. Scouting sites. What questions can I ask these spaces, and how will they respond?


Space. No intellectual, esoteric thoughts anymore; no time, no motivation. Yet thoughts, anyway. Again – space; inside, outside. Both inside and outside everything is filled with space. Molecules, neurons, atoms are filled with space. Thoughts are filled with space. Rooms are filled with space. The earth is surrounded by space. Between my husband and I sitting side by side is space. How we use the space is individual and group. How we interpret the space, what meaning we put on the large/smallness of the space seems important.
Our perceptions inside create our outside. Yet, our perceptions inside have been crafted from outside. Looking at electric blue Wagon Wheel photos bring memories/perceptions – special family members, Daddy jumping into the pool with his flip-flops on, food, laughter, being loved. Space between my perceptions of my life side by side with others’ lives – laughter, drunken fights, domestic abuse, love, dirt floors, children with broken arms due to “falling.”
Electricity travels through the spaces – inside and out. The electricity that travels through the spaces in the wires in our homes and provides us with heat is the same electricity that travels through the spaces in our bodies and provides us with life. Our perceptions and thoughts connect and travel via electricity through molecular space. Physical attraction is termed electric and sparks through the space between people. Space age to electronic age to information age to . . .
Why do I come back over and over again to increase/decrease space between myself and others, decorate space, fill space, own space. Can we truly control space? Do we strive to do that? What is the payoff – the reinforcer, the punisher? Many thoughts running throughout the space in my mind. Which brings me back again to the beginning – space.